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Monday, February 8, 2010

Personal Lucky Numbers
For individuals, lucky numbers are usually associated with our date of birth with all the single numbers added together until the whole date – day, month and year – is reduced to a single number. That number, according to many systems of numerology, signifies the number that reveals your attitudes, personality and character. Other systems use your name to calculate your ruling number. This is done by assigning numbers to the letters of the alphabet and then adding all the numbers until the numbers are reduced to a single digit number. This is then regarded as the number that most closely describes your attributes.

Of more importance than attributes however is the luck factor. For this, Taoist Masters who are skilled in the practice of feng shui are more focused in their use of numbers. They will tell you it is in actual fact not all the numbers in your four pillars that determine your lucky number, but only your date of birth. For instance, if you were born on the 12th June, your lucky number would be 12, so that if you live in a number 12 house, on the 12th street, have a telephone number with lots of 12s in it and work from the 12th level, then you will enjoy good fortune brought by the nearness of 12. In Taoist numerology, the 12 does not add up 1+2=3 … so it is the number itself you must focus on.

Hence if you are born on the 11th of any month, then 11 is your lucky number (not 1+1=2). If you are born on the 27th of any month, the number 27 is lucky for you and
so forth.

The more times your lucky number appears in your everyday life, the stronger will be the positive influence. The Taoists believe that if indeed your date of birth is really your lucky number, then it can really bring you great success if you make the effort to ensure its constant presence in your life.

Lucky numbers have great value to the Chinese and in Hong Kong and China, not just tycoons pay tens of thousands of dollars to buy lucky number car license plates, driver’s license number, apartment floor levels, street addresses, bank numbers, and especially phone numbers. Everyone is in on the lucky numbers game! For them, lucky numbers are almost always those that are generally regarded as lucky for everyone, such as the number 8…

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THE NUMBER 8
The number 8 is very highly regarded as a particularly lucky number, especially since we are currently also living through the Flying Star Period of 8. This is one of the three white numbers that bring prosperity and abundance. The number 8 also belongs to the element of earth, so it brings excellent good feng shui foundation. If your birth date or KUA number is also 8, then this number holds special strength for you and you must work hard at having it always present in your life. Wear the 8 jewellery ring and go for the mystical knot, which is 8 done as the infinity sign, repeated three times. I do not have to remind everyone of the empowering benefits of the mystical knot.

In mandarin, the word eight 八 (pinyin = bā), sounds like prosper or wealth (发 = fā). which in turn is short for 发财 = fā cái which means get rich 恭喜发财 = gōngxi fācái = congratulations and get rich. This is the phrase many of us use as a standard way of greeting people during the Chinese New Year, and it conveys your wishes for them to become prosperous and get rich. The number 8 is therefore closely associated with wealth luck. Nothing emphasizes the great importance of the number 8 in the lives of the Chinese than the fact that when they mounted their spectacular Olympics show, they held the opening ceremony at exactly 8:08:08 pm on 8/8/08 this year. Did it turn out to be auspicious for China? You bet!

For despite attempts to spoil their show, the Chinese did indeed emerge looking not only like they have become one of the most important nations of the world in terms of wealth of assets, but also in terms of modern technology, creativity and performance. They also managed to sweep a record number of gold medals, more than any other country and definitely more than they expected. Was this due to the dominance of the number 8 on opening night?

As for numbers that combine well with 8, note the following:

•3 is a friend of 8 as these two numbers create the auspicious Ho Tu combination
•2 creates the sum of ten with 8 and this is considered very lucky.
•1 and 6 creates the magic of 168, a combination of three white numbers

THE NUMBER 9
While the number 8 is the hot favourite, the number 9 is also mega lucky, and for those familiar with the more advanced nuances of numerology, the number 9 is considered even luckier than 8. Hence a car number 9999 is said to be even more auspicious than a car number 8888. In 2009, which ends with a 9 and with this year’s Lo Shu number being 9, without a doubt, those whose KUA numbers are 9, or whose name or date of birth generates the number 9, should activate the number 9 in their lives.

To do so, just be mindful that 9 signifies South and is represented by the element of fire. Hence make sure you place symbols of 9 in the South of your homes. This can be 9 birds, 9 phoenixes, 9 horses or 9 ripe peaches. What I mention here are the suggested enhancers. Having their presence in the sector of 9 and in multiples of 9, well what can be more abundant. And naturally, if you are born in the year of the Horse, then 9 is especially lucky for you. Note that the enemy of 9 is water, but the number of water 1 is excellent for 9 – this is because the combination of 9 with 1 brings the sum of ten combination which is lucky. The Ho Tu combination of 9 is when 4 combines with it, and this combination brings current and long lasting wealth.

In mandarin, Nine 九 (pinyin = jiŭ) sounds exactly like 久 (jiǔ) - which means “a long time” or “long lasting”. And in the mathematics of 9, this is a number that never transforms or changes. Any number of times the number 9 is multiplied, their sum always adds up to nine, thus 9X9=81 and 8=1 =9 and again 9X5= 45 and 4=5=9. Thus the number 9 is regarded as a steadfast, long-lasting number which unlocks a great deal of solid good fortune.

THE NUMBER 6
This is generally regarded as the masterful number of heaven. In the current period, the number 6 does not have great strength, but it is auspicious nevertheless and is especially powerful when working for those in need of strong mentor luck or those who need patriarchal energy. The number 6 favours male gender leaders and if your KUA number is 6 or if your date of birth is the 6th of any month, you are sure to benefit from activating this number which is located in the NW and is strengthened by the presence of metal energy.

In mandarin, Six 六 (pinyin = liù), sounds like the word 流 which means (liú) flowing/smooth, so when you activate this number, it means all the obstacles in your life get vanquished, as the energy of 6 smoothens your path to success. Place 6 round crystal balls (or glass globes, or crystal apples) of any combination of colours in the NW of your most frequented room to energize the number 6 in the most powerful way. For jewellery, wear the sign of the Ru Yi made of gold or diamonds as this strongly empowers the patriarchal energy. It is particularly beneficial for those in leadership situations.

LUCKY NUMBER COMBINATIONS
THE DOUBLES: When two, three of four numbers combine, they evoke different luck meanings. So generally, double numbers strengthen the intrinsic luck of singular numbers. There is a Chinese saying which says that “good things come in pairs” (好事成双 = hăoshì chéng shuāng).

Thus 88 or 99 are considered very lucky doubles, but double 1 which is the number eleven, also has auspicious connotations. The number 11 is regarded as a master number in numerology because it is the first number repeated twice. This is the number of balance and intuition. If your lucky number is 11, you will almost always find success depending on your intuition. The number one represents the beginning of all things and is considered a primordial number, but the number 11 is one doubled, so it is luckier. Three 111s or four 1111s are even more special. These are the lucky numbers for people born on the 11th January or on the 1st or 11th of November.

Any number doubled evokes the auspiciousness associated with the doubling of happiness – as symbolized by the double happiness character. This also brings to mind the natural unity of nature, showing love and duality, the bonding of male with female, the yin with the yang.

THE TRINITY: In terms of the TRIPLES, this suggests the concept of trinity and here, the lucky combination of three different numbers is considered luckier than the same number appearing three times.

In the Chinese concept of luck, the trinity of heaven, earth and mankind - tien, ti, ren - is always its central pillar. Only when the trinity is present can there be plenty of good fortune and from this trinity springs forth others such as the mother, father and child, the trinity of astrological allies and the trinity of body, speech and mind.

The combination of the numbers 1, 6 and 8 is thus regarded as the most auspicious combination of all, especially if your KUA number is any of these three numbers. When people with KUA numbers 1, 6 and 8 work or live together, and they activate
the combination of these three numbers, the luck of prosperity and balance are sure to be evident. Good fortune reigns effortlessly
and seamlessly.

In mandarin, the numbers 168 means the “road of prosperity” or “to be prosperous together”. The Chinese consider this one of the luckiest set of numbers. It used to be incorporated into many business names and is today much favoured by anyone knowledgeable about the power of this combination.

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ORACLE MEANINGS OF NUMBERS
Find out what encountering these numbers mean

When you notice a particular number repeating frequently in your life, you are correct to think that that number holds some sort of significance for you. So it is a good idea to be subconsciously aware of the numbers that keep popping up in your life.

But what do these numbers mean? Typically, when you see the same number repeatedly, it means that it is a message about something that is currently an issue for you and it is usually some kind of message for you to pay attention to.

Be alert to what happens each time you see the same number come up and you will soon get an idea if the number is meant to be some kind of warning sign or whether it is merely alerting you to some good news.

To start you off on your awareness of numbers, here are some preliminary meanings of numbers that flash in and out of your life. Remember these are just numbers you notice such as seeing three cars with the same numbers, or visiting two houses with the same number or someone bringing you a gift associated with some number or other.

Here are the meanings associated with some numbers, to assist you in understanding the relevance of numbers appearing in your life.

1.indicates the start of something. It is the number of beginning typically representing your intentions. It is usually the number associated with urgency. When you see the number one frequently, it can mean that you are about to begin a new project or adventure and you are destined to pursue it. Following your heart here will bring you many new opportunities and even much happiness.
2.indicates a development involving another person and this is because two is the number of balance and relationship. It represents all things dualistic. It also represents a fork in your path requiring you to make a decision. When you see 2 appearing frequently it is telling you to get off the fence, make a choice. It is telling you to be brave, to not be afraid to commit, to be firm when trying to resolve a relationship issue in your life.
3.suggests the trinity of time (past, present and future). Seeing 3 frequently means you need to look at your past as well as your current situation to chart your course for the future. It is reminding you not to make the same mistake, not to repeat something you did previously that may have caused you heartache or disappointment.
4.is the number of the square. It suggests being fenced in and can signify being grounded into a certain situation. It can also suggest you feel imprisoned into your life situation and can indicate that you could subconsciously be trying to break free. There are four directions, four seasons, four worlds (physical, emotional, intellectual and spiritual). Four is telling you to create a firm foundation for your life, something which has lasting foundation. If you have recently moved home, it suggests that you plan on settling down more permanently.
5.deals with movement, as this is a fluid number associated with activity and motion. Five signals travel or change, which can be good or bad. It suggests you may be at the center of a hurricane and even be the victim of someone else stirring things up in your life and in your relationships. If you keep seeing fives, it is a good idea to wear a strong and powerful protective amulet such as the five element pagoda pendant.

Does repeating numbers hold some sort of significance for you?

6.is the number of the Patriarch and the mentor. When you see six frequently, you could well be on the way to benefiting from someone’s patronage or you could be getting ready to start a family. Or you may need to focus on family matters or on corporate affairs more closely. It may also call on you to be more responsible for your current situation. Basically, 6 tells you to be a leader!
7.is generally regarded as a “lucky” number to encounter, and to many people, 7 is the number of wisdom. Seeing seven means suggests you should be using your intellect a lot more than you are, asking you to focus on your goals. Doing so will almost certainly ensure victory.
8.is the number commonly associated with wealth and abundance. It is a cyclical number suggesting repetition of good things occurring again and again; so it is a good number to see on an everyday basis. If you encounter the number eight unexpectedly and you have recently worked on something promising, it suggests a favourable result. It is a very lucky number to encounter and its frequency in your life is definitely a very good sign! Thus it is such a great number to have for your car, as this ensures that you will encounter the 8 daily.

9.beckons you to work long term, and it is the number of attainment, especially through hard work. Seeing nine encourages you to move forward in anything you do, as it suggests ultimate success. Nine is also the number that favours anyone engaged in charity, fund raising for a good cause or any kind of philanthropic work. It is also a rather grandiose number and if you see 9 a lot, it suggests you could well have the karma and the talents to make a positive and meaningful difference to the world. Nine assures you of success, so it is a very encouraging number to encounter.

11.This is one of those double numbers that mean something special. If you experience seeing the number 11:11 - for instance when you look at the clock, or when you open a book and the page number catches your eye or when on holiday and your room number corresponds to the double 1. Taoists believe that if you encounter the double 1 three times in a single weekend, it should be treated as a serious and unmistakable “wake-up” call telling you to make a significant shift in your life. It suggests that change is critical to your destiny, so this is quite a significant number to encounter.

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The following article is taken from the "Feng Shui World (January/February 2009)".

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12 Easy Ways To Work With Mirrors
LILLIAN TOO highlights the power of mirrors, explaining in detail how they can be used as powerful enhancing tools for doubling good energy, deflecting bad energy and how they can be cleverly positioned to effectively channel vibrant cosmic energy of lucky exterior views into the heart of the home. Mirrors have always played an important part as permanent home fixtures and in this coming new year, when creating and protecting wealth luck has become everyone’s top priority, they are more important than ever.

Mirrors have long been described as the cure-all for deflecting bad feng shui shooting at the home from the outside environment. For years, people used the Pa Kua circular mirror placed in the center of an eight sided symbol empowered by the yin arrangement of trigrams on eight sides of the mirror. This easy Mirror remedy has been associated with feng shui for many years, but I have discouraged its use.

The Pa Kua mirror is indeed powerful and does work pushing away bad vibes caused by secret poison arrows in the surrounding environment. But in reflecting away bad chi, the Pa Kua mirror is simultaneously pushing everything else away from your home. The power of this cure made strong by the yin arrangement of trigrams is quite indiscriminate, and as a result, good fortune and friends also get pushed away. There is thus a need to be skillful in one’s use of mirrors for feng shui purposes.

I have sometimes also seen the Pa Kua mirror hung up above doorways for no reason at all. This not only sends negative harmful chi to the neighbour opposite, they also harm the house that hangs it up, as it messes up the relationships of the residents with outsiders.

Thus I have been strongly discouraging people from using the Pa Kua mirror as a cure and instead to use something more benevolent. The Kalachakra Protection Plaque, with two very powerful mantras protects while sending blessings outwards and is a better approach to defensive feng shui. While making your feng shui good, it is equally important not to make other’s feng shui bad.

1. Mirrors must never reflect toilet doors or sharp edges of corners. Inside shops, mirrors must double good fortune and never double anything negative. They should ideally reflect customers coming into the shop as this increases the yang chi that is vital for bringing in good fortune.

2. Deep into the interior of the home, Mirrors work best in the living and dining areas. In these rooms, floor to ceiling mirrors are excellent for creating a visual expansion of space, which is always lucky, and even more so if the wall mirror also reflects pleasant views from outdoors - either a river, healthy growing plants or rolling hills - that suggest a vast expanse of pure energy. Views of trees bring in “growth energy” while views of scenic mountains bring great relationships. Views of water bring prosperity!

3. Mirrors are a very effective tool for doubling good feng shui in the workplace. They are particularly useful for retail establishments and restaurants that are dependent on walk-in customers for business. Having a floor-to-ceiling mirror near the front of the shop has the effect of “pulling” customers into the store and if the cash payment register is also reflected in the mirror, it symbolizes a doubling of business. This helps to literally “double” your sales. Shops presently suffering from the economic slowdown hitting the world might want to try using this to improve their sales revenue.

4. Mirrors should stay out of bedrooms. This is one of the most important taboos to take note of in interior feng shui. Old masters were steadfast in their advice to ban all reflective surfaces from the bedroom, as these often attracted third party interferences into the marital relationship and was deemed extremely harmful for the family. When mirrors reflect the sleeping couple during the nocturnal yin hours, there is also the danger of the “spirit” of the couple being robbed of their essence, their intrinsic chi. Hence the danger of mirrors here.

5. At home, mirrors in the foyer visually expand the internal bright hall making space for good fortune chi to settle, creating a feeling of space as soon as you enter the home. This attracts good strong energy into the home. Take care however that any mirror placed in the foyer does not directly reflect the main door. This means that you should not have a mirror facing the door. Any mirror placed in the foyer should be on one of the side walls. It does not need to be a floor to ceiling mirror.

6. Expand a narrow cramped space with a mirror. This is a feng shui solution to any space being excessively narrow or cramped. The visual effect of expanded space can be very beneficial. Try improving the energy of tight corners and narrow passageways this way.

7. Dining area mirrors enhance yang chi. A wall mirror here is especially beneficial when the family dines in frequently. Also each time you entertain at home, your mirror will be doubling the yang energy of the home. The effect is very subtle but also extremely beneficial.

8. Mirrors should never reflect bills, open fires or old newspapers. These are just a few examples of items that must never get “doubled”. Thus it is a good idea to keep mirrors out of your home office where all manner of invoices get placed on desks before they get paid. This doubling of bills creates the energy of high expenses. Similarly, mirrors are best kept out of the kitchen where reflecting the fire that cooks the food is NOT a good thing. And definitely, reflecting old piles of newspapers suggests a family constantly living in the past.

9. Never allow cracked mirrors in your home. This is one of the deadliest of interior décor ideas. Even mirror tiles are a bad idea, as this creates distorted reflections of residents inside the home. When you use mirrors, make very sure they are single piece mirrors.

10. Deep into the shop, mirrors create depth of energy. Here mirrors can reflect racks of products to double products being displayed. All retail shops benefit from the Mirror effect mounted deep inside the shop – from restaurants to supermarkets to specialized boutiques. If you visit some of the more successful establishments of Hong Kong, you will see that the retailers there are extremely creative in incorporating lucky mirrors into their décor.

11. Mirrors on ceilings can visually raise a low ceiling that makes you feel hemmed in. This is an effective cure when not used in the bedroom or over too large an area. But my advice is to go easy on the mirror reflecting you from above. In small doses they can work well, but when covered over too large a space, they can become a feng shui problem.

12. Mirrors in the dining area have the effect of doubling the food being served. This symbolically suggests a doubling of wealth for the family. But because of this, the mirror should not reflect garbage dumps or dirty drains from the outside. When the exterior view is inauspicious, it is better to create good interior feng shui by using curtains or blinds to shut out the outside world. If you live in an apartment, mirrors in the dining area can reflect in the wonderful blue skies, and this is auspicious!

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The following article is taken from the "Feng Shui World (Jan/Feb 2009)".
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The Magic Ratio
Lillian Too shares a little known formula in feng shui, the Magic Ratio of dimensions which is easy to understand and simple to apply when arranging furniture in homes and offices. The origins of this ratio go back thousands of years and reflect the essence of the lucky numbers 1, 6 and 8. This divine ratio has also been described in the old texts as celestial proportions of space that have the power to create feelings of calm and happiness, bringing excellent feng shui to all who live and work within. Once understood, you can easily use this formula to bring greater good fortune, peace and even spiritual awakenings into your living and work space. Any home, big or small, apartment or house, studio or condominium can benefit from this formula.

As my readers know from reading my books, I subscribe to the view that the most profound of truths can always be made simple. So it is with feng shui, and I have spent the better part of the last decade simplifying feng shui knowledge and its applications while retaining the relevant essence of its principles. I derive a great deal of what I call psychic income from my work – the satisfied letters, the beaming smiles, the genuine warmth with which I am greeted at all my talks, classes and Extravaganzas. There is no greater joy than to be embraced into people’s lives simply for sharing knowledge that comes my way… knowledge which they have applied successfully and benefited from.

In this issue, I want to pass on an easy way to make your feng shui “right” just by arranging your space according to the celestial proportions of heavenly feng shui. When you create your space according to these proportions - when you arrange your furniture, hang pictures on your walls, create colour schemes or place plants in a way that make your room or garden or office visibly reflect these proportions - you will instantly feel a difference in yourself. Your attitudes will become more positive, your family becomes more harmonious and good things start to happen for you. Luck starts to flow magically into your life!

THE MAGIC RATIO
So what is the magic ratio?
It is to create spaces that conform to the ratio of 1:1.618

This means that irrespective of the dimensions and shape of any room – such as rooms you spend a great deal of time in – you should endeavour to create a visibly discernible space that conforms to this ratio.

HOW?
Measure the length and breadth of the room. Multiply this by 1.618 to find the exact length the room should be! Then create space within this a space that conforms to the
width and the required length according to the ratio. It’s as simple as that. For instance, if the width of the living room is 10 feet, then the length should ideally be 16.18 feet and the space created by these two dimensions - length and width - creates the magic space! If a room is long and there is left over length to the room, make an effort to define the space created by the ratio’s proportions. So as a result, the original long room becomes subtly divided into two visible areas.

If your room is 16 feet wide, then the ideal space will be created by having a length to the space of 16 X 1.618 = 25.888 feet. It is not necessary to be perfectly exact in your measurements. Stay within the proportions indicated by the magic ratio as much as you can, but a small difference of a centimeter or so is acceptable. Then when you do your work, entertain or just spend time in that space, you will feel the beneficial effects of good feng shui.

IN THE HOME
You can use this ratio to create good proportions for exceptionally long rooms, or to feng shui a narrow area that you wish to brighten up. As soon as you create the celestial proportions indicated, feelings of being constricted or squeezed in will disappear. Obstacles in your life also start to vanish. Success comes more easily in all that you do.

You can use any existing pillar to establish your dimensions. Or you can use a defining colour on walls to reflect the required proportions or to create a particular length desired. You can use furniture to emphasize the division; a side board or heavier furniture work make perfect natural dividers as these are strong pieces that effectively marks out the visual length of any room. As soon as the space is created, you will find that it instantly feels good. In the home, the living room and the bedroom should be created according to this magic ratio.

IN THE OFFICE
Use the same ratio to create perfect proportions of your office space. Here, the best way is to use carpets and walls to mark out the space correctly, and for those of you currently renovating your office space, do try to create rooms according to this divine proportion to attract success luck. The benefits of doing so are truly enormous.

The foyer area into the office should also be marked out according to the magic ratio as this is where chi enters and flows within. Establish the visual effect of the proportion and watch your feng shui improve! Employees feel happier, work better, cooperate more effectively and generally become a lot more productive.

IN THE GARDEN
No matter how small your garden, it is wonderful feng shui to be able to create celestial proportions there using plants, hedges and small bushes. In Malaysia and Singapore where plants grow so fast, it is easy to use the garden to create good feng shui for the home. Well maintained gardens create the bright hall that attracts good chi, so it is worthwhile to make the effort. All you need to do is to measure out the correct length and width of a designated space and then work from there. Those living in apartments can use their balconies to create celestial space according to the ratio, then place growing plants there to activate the space! Very effective feng shui.

PYTHAGORAS
Now let me tell you about a wonderful coincidence, although of course nothing in life is a coincidence. The ancient mathematician, Pythagoras, a genius in his time, whose works on numbers reflect many celestial and divine laws of numerology from many cultures, also has a ratio he has called “the Golden Mean” which corresponds exactly to the magic ratio of China’s feng shui texts! This was for me a very exciting discovery.

Pythagoras describes the rectangle created by the measurements of the ratio as the Golden Rectangle. This rectangle is said to be most beneficial for the welfare of human beings. Since then, wise men have discovered this ratio resonating everywhere in Nature, from the spirals of the conch shell to the proportion of petals in specific flowers.

Ancient architects have also incorporated these proportions into some of the most famous buildings that have stood the test of time. Thus it has been discovered that the Pyramids at Cheops contain chambers within that correspond to the Golden Mean, especially the King’s chamber whose measurements correspond exactly to the Golden Mean; and in Greece, the Parthenon in the Acropolis also have dimensions that also reflect this magical ratio of 1;1.618 . The same divine measurements can be found in the Taj Mahal in India and in the ancient cathedrals of France and Poland.

SOME USEFUL TIPS

• Hang photographs in frames that reflect this divine ratio
• Create a golden rectangular mirror using this ratio
• Look for rectangular dining tables that reflect these proportions
• Place a coffee table in the living room that has this ratio
• Create a balcony of plants according to this ratio

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The following article is taken from the "Feng Shui World (January/February 2009)".
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Sunday, February 7, 2010

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Saturday, February 6, 2010

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Happen to text Nic today and found out about JuBeat append. Checked with lushy and john as well. Haha, i know im abit slow but yea, at least i find out before it was launch. Hope Tornado will get it.

Tired, gona sleep.

The name, jubeat ripples APPEND, appears to suggest that this will be more of an upgrade than a brand new game, but it seems there will be enough content in ripples APPEND to have any jubeat fan counting the days to its release.

In all, ripples APPEND promises to boast a songlist of over 130 songs, including over 20 new songs to the series. Not surprisingly, those 20 new songs will include some popular licensed music tracks, but IIDX fans may now have a reason to get into jubeat, as ripples APPEND will apparently have a "collaboration" with SIRIUS. Although they don't really elaborate on that, but it appears you will able to unlock hidden songs in ripples APPEND by playing SIRIUS, which may just mean that you'll be seeing a few SIRIUS crossovers in ripples APPEND.

jubeat ripples APPEND will be released in March 2010, and upgrade kits will sell for the uber-cheap price of 98,000 Yen (which in today's topsy turvy relationship between the Yen and the Dollar, converts to just under $1,100.).

Source: http://www.bemanistyle.com/index.php/news/jubeat-ripples-append-detailed-1562, http://am-net.xtr.jp/game/profile.cgi?_v=1257328698

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Friday, January 29, 2010

Going back to sleep! Woke up early to read email. Do know why I'll wake up in a sudden and just nice recieve SMS. Haha. going back to sleep! Went Double O ytd w Tornado A.M.W staff. So funny! All drunk.

Rock on friends with benefits!

hahahahahahahaha

Nights!

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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

my new hairstyle!!! haha, just kidding. pink wig! Wig is @ Tornado. Try it with Daw onmy off day. so funny!

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Friday, January 22, 2010

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Thursday, January 21, 2010

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get an idea of how you'll look like in a diff hairstyle!

chose a model or upload your own photo! I've got no time to upload my own photo yet.

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can find the right hairstyle??? try it!
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IT Shows? TVC? Print Ads? omg, i've got no time. i want money!

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Sunday, January 17, 2010

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Thursday, January 14, 2010

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•Name: Kim Hyun Joong (Gim Hyeon Jung)
•Birthdate: June 6th, 1986
•Birthplace: Seoul, South Korea
•Blood type: B
•Height: 180 cm
•Weight: 68 kg
•Profession: Actor, Singer
•Religion: Christian
•Star Sign: Gemini

•Education: Hanyang Industrial High School, Kyonggi University
•Talents: Playing the guitar, Piano, Dancing, Singing
•Hobbies/Interests: Swimming, Health, Basketball, Soccer
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Me!!! First ep of just for laugh asia on singapore channel 5!!! so funny! it was really fun! film afew, didnt took time to film more coz i was working @ Tornado. That time i was a ambassador. filming is not on my top list but still, i like it. very very tiring. it was funny. making fun of people. sometimes i myself cant take it and almost burst out laughing.

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Monday, January 11, 2010

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Kim Hyun Joong

super charming!

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Friday, January 8, 2010

a friend of mine show me this link and the photo! damn, im so skinny back then.
I WANT MY SKINNY BODY BACK!!! CANT TAKE MY FATNESS ANYMORE!!!

SHOULD I GO BACK TO MODELLING? I STARTING TO HATE MY JOB! MODELLING GIVES ME MORE MONEY AFTER ALL!

http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_K_O99tRo7rA/SHnKgUW_b4I/AAAAAAAACGc/9Nivcq_jNRI/s400/IMG_2407.jpg&imgrefurl=http://st701afterhours.blogspot.com/2008/06/race-queen-search.html&usg=__8tImvWq7EqGOvVDfZhxipCiNGm0=&h=300&w=400&sz=38&hl=en&start=3&um=1&tbnid=MtmW15HO9lzCnM:&tbnh=93&tbnw=124&prev=/images%3Fq%3Deloise%2Btan%26hl%3Den%26rls%3Dcom.microsoft:en-US%26rlz%3D1I7ADFA_en%26sa%3DN%26um%3D1
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Thursday, January 7, 2010

Finally all dis stupid decors are cleared! Been sent back to HQ!

TATA SNOWMAN!

I want to try this!!! finally some good pricing food from BOUNCE!!! haha. Shiok!!!

For only $10.50! i can get this lunch set plus a drink!!! omg!

BEST EVER DEAL FROM BOUNCE!

GAMERS, PLEASE CONSIDER! NEAR AND GOOD!

FINALLY IM NOT LATE TODAY!
Reach @ 10.55am!!! Whoa! Keep it up Eloise!
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love is like a wild rose, beautiful and clam but willing to draw blood in its defence

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SUPER NICE! MUST WATCH!
haha, abit slow but due to my busy schedule, only get to watch it yesterday! it is super nice!!! the effects is very good! story line quite cool. haha, but some parts are funny. human mate w a blue monster!!! haha, thats what love is all about! but maybe coz dis guy cant led a proper life as a normal human, thats why he chose to help the rest. coz as human, he is not the best. watever.

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plurk/eloisetan

http://www.plurk.com/eloisetan/invite
haha. this is what my darling sis like!!! join ppl! i need more karma!!!!

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Wednesday, January 6, 2010

ok, cant sleep gona continue watching boys over flowers! others would have finish already but i just started and stopped half way and im gona continue again. only when im very free.

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This is so lame. n yea, i cant sleep and i got nothing to do....

omg. so lame. haha.

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Monday, January 4, 2010

HAHA!

JUST TRYING TO TEST THIS OUT!

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Sunday, January 3, 2010

count down for 2010, ate lots of KFC! omg i feel fat!!! im goin on diet, gona slim down for CNY! I dun care what others say! i just need to slim down, i want to. even if u say that im not fat, im skinny or whatever, i think i can still lose afew more pounds. work is making me tired! im really really tired! always late for work! i need more alarm clocks! love my darlings, angela and daw!
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http://splusm.com.sg/

designer Erica Anenberg!!!SGD 79!!!

I want this knuckle-duster!!! simple and clean-lined, yet feminine!

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http://www.tnp.sg/picturegallerypopup/0,6303,StoryPage-170265-1,00.html?

haha, found this link. it is 2 years ago! when i still have short hair, was a grid girl. that event paid $1000 an hour! quite a good modelling job. haha. Was cats race queen! thinking about it, i did enjoy myself modelling last time. be i love my life now. chill pill. haha.
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Saturday, January 2, 2010

Taurus (Apr 20- May 20)

People who are born under Taurus zodiacal sign possess very significant characters that are special to only this sign. Very stubborn, adamant, influential, practical, pragmatic and smart, a typical Taurus is a sign of stability and conformity. These people can reach very high success levels due to their power of will and perseverance. All these positive traits make them extraordinarily powerful and energetic. Even with all these powerful qualities, a typical Taurus person can be extremely personal and caring towards other people; affection and loyalty are two friendly words to these people. A person who is born under this sign can be very expressive and caring while giving their opinions on any subject or topic. They can easily indulge in great debates and discussions where one needs to give scholarly thoughts and ideas.

Another positive quality of a person belonging to this sign is his or her ability to make friends with all people. In fact, these people may have a large friend circle that likes to hang around all the time. A typical Taurus person can show immense affection towards the opposite sex. In all, a Taurus person is a wholesome person who can succeed any day with a sense of deep purpose. Taurus 2010 yearly horoscope is a mixed bah for them as they may face some setbacks or disappointments throughout the year. It could be an average year for these people because of some uncertainties in their career development.
Taurus in 2010
Taurus 2010 Career and Income Horoscope
Taurus 2010 yearly horoscope is a mixed bag with uncertain career development options. The first quarter of the year may display uncertain times for people who are looking to promote their career. People may see a likely failure while undertaking sensitive business ventures. It is also likely that the first half of the year may be a bit bad for people who are looking to raise their income levels. Hasty investments and ill-planned career moves can derail your personal finances. Pay hikes and promotion may be very hard to come by while people may face competition in the workplace. However, most people who are born under this sign may escape any psychological ordeals with their sheer will power and determination.

People working in advertising and entertaining industry may get tremendous success in their career. Female show-persons, actors, models and costume designers will stand to gain immensely satisfying results. People who are looking for a career in motion picture and hospitality industry will get their break in the second half of the year. In summary, most Taurus people will find the second half of the year to be more promising and encouraging.
Taurus 2010 Love, Family and Social life Horoscope
Love, family and social life for Taurus people can be somewhat disappointing throughout the year. Immense marital and domestic trouble may brew in the first quarter of the New Year while the last quarter may act as a period of reconciliation. Due to the bad confluence of Mars and Saturn planets, Taurus people may undergo serious marital strain in the first half of the year. However, the legendary will power of Taurus will see these people recuperate from all possible domestic upheavals. People who are looking towards new relationship will need to plan very carefully. Social life for the New Year could be very disturbing while workplace relationship could see marked disturbance. In all, the last part of the New Year will bring hopes and encouragement to all Taurus people.

Taurus 2010 Education and Traveling Horoscope
On a positive note, 2010 Taurus horoscope is an excellent year for students, researchers and scholars. Professionals who work in research laboratories may do exceedingly well in their field. Students may see unqualified success coming in their way in the first half of the year. Academic achievements and scholarship gains are possible in the second half of the year. Due to their innate intelligence and eruditeness, Taurus people can reach very high success levels throughout the year. Travelling is possible many Taurus students in the middle parts of the year.

Taurus 2010 Health Horoscope
Health wise, Taurus 2010 yearly horoscope may not to be too good. Occasional health problems may impede daily life while health problems associated with lungs and stomach may bother people in the last quarter of the year. Minor accidents may await some Taurus people in the third quarter of the year.
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Friday, January 1, 2010

FUCK! IM LATE FOR WORK! AGAIN!!! WHY M I ALWAYS LATE AND THE BEST PART IS WHY DO I ALWAYS GET CAUGHT!!! WTF!!! SUAY!!!

GOOD @ EVERYTHING BUT JUST CANT MANAGE MY TIME PROPERLY!

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Thursday, December 31, 2009

more to come. super fun!

LOVE IT!
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Friday, December 25, 2009

i wana learn horse riding! im gona do it! got my kakiz already! yea man!
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Thursday, December 24, 2009

fuck. angry!

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

planning for nxt holiday hide out!

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Sunday, November 29, 2009

The history of the Chinese Zodiac is very interesting! It is said that Buddha invited all of the animals in the world to join him for the New Year celebrations, but only 12 animals bothered to turn up. As a great reward, Buddha named a year after each one of them and they actually run in the order that the animals arrived to celebrate with Buddha, starting with the rat and ending with the last guest, the pig.

It is believed that those born during a year of a particular animal would inherit some of the good and bad personality traits of that animal.

Also, each year is influenced by whatever animal it falls in. The Year of The Tiger begins on February 14th 2010. Drama, intensity, change and travel will be the keywords for 2010. Unfortunately, world conflicts and disasters tend to feature during Tiger years also, so it won’t be a dull 12 months for anyone. The Year of the Tiger will bring far reaching changes for everyone. New inventions and incredible technological advances have a good chance of occurring. For all of the Chinese horoscope signs, this year is one to be active – seizing opportunities and making the most of our personal and very individual talents. Everything happens quickly and dramatically in a Tiger year – blink and you could miss an important chance of a lifetime!

Let’s take a look at each animal, their major personality traits and what the prospects are for 2010, the Year of the Tiger.

The Rat

Rats are charming, elegant and clever. They can be a bit gossipy and prone to being distracted. They’re also thrifty and very good with handling money. Family and close friends are exceptionally important to them. The Rat is charming beyond words and throughout his undoubtedly long life he will always be popular and will have many friends.

Forecast for 2010 The Rat may be feeling quite tired and deflated after 2009, which saw him keeping his head down, working and staying out of trouble. The Year of the Tiger is going to be fast-paced for the Rat, which in itself does tend to make them slightly uncomfortable. But it is essential that they go with the flow and seize opportunities and take adventures – this year is going to be important for them. A lot of Rats may have dreamt of travel in 2009 but were unable to take trips either due to financial or work commitments. This year will be so different! Travel will feature strongly for many and if there is dream destination in mind, it may become a reality during 2010. February and March can bring interesting work offers, while June to August and December will bring happy social occasions. Romantically, September and October bring tempting offers for single Rats, while those who are attached will find the summer most special. It is essential for all persons born under this sign to be extra thoughtful and caring throughout the year – an inadvertent remark or gesture could lead to discord with loved ones.

Interesting Rat Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Garnet
Special Flower: Narcissus
Best Hours: 11 pm -1 am
Season: Winter
Horoscope Colors: Black, White, Purple

The Ox

Sturdy, earthy, no-nonsense – that’s the Ox. Affectionate and easy-going, the Ox can show a fierce temper when agitated. He is neat, tidy, quiet and studious, with a great love of his home. Music can be a great love. Family life and a loving partner are high on the Ox’s priorities. A wonderful loyal friend.

Forecast for 2010 The Ox loves methodical planning and everything working out in the correct time. The Year of the Tiger will throw all this to the wind with it’s fast pace and unexpected developments! People born under this sign may find 2010 a challenge but in a good way. The Ox will have to adapt to new routines, delays and obtacles thrown in his way, but he will be well able for any task and may find new hidden talents and personal power he didn’t know existed. Hobbies, relaxing pursuits and friendships will all be beautifully highlighted during the Year of the Tiger and will provide a welcome relief to any stresses he may face. Home improvements and redecorating plans will move forward smoothly with excellent results. Career opportunities will present themselves from April to June, while exciting, intense romantic encounters are likely in July, August and December. An important aspect for those under this sign in 2010 is to be mindful and caring of loved ones. It will be crucial to listen to them and also to accept any help they may offer during this changeable year.

Interesting Ox Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Aquamarine
Special Flower: Carnation
Best Hours: 1-3 am
Season: Winter
Horoscope Colors: Green, Yellow, Black

The Tiger

Magnetic, passionate and grand! When the Tiger does anything, it’s noticed! Indecisiveness and stubbornness can mar the sparkle of the Tiger personality. On the one hand generous, on the other hand a little mean, it’s sometimes hard to know where one stands with the Tiger. Flexible, honest and truly entertaining, one has a friend for life with a Tiger.

Forecast for 2010 Being the Tiger’s own year, 2010 holds great promise for those born under this sign, with exciting developments happening for them both personally and professionally. Some Tigers may be feeling disappointed and disheartened after 2009 and it will be important to leave the past behind and concentrate on the future, which is looking so bright! Financially, everything improves this year for those born under this sign and money-making thoughts and ideas should be fully explored and investigated. With the fast pace of this year for all signs, the Tiger needs to take extra care in planning and thinking all projects through – no rushing headlong into schemes during 2010! Tigers looking for romance will possibly see a friendship suddenly develop into something more personal with exciting consequences. August, December and January will see a very active and entertaining social calendar, but all of 2010 will see fun activities for the Tiger. The Spring months, March to May, will bring encouraging and interesting job opportunities, but the Tiger will still have to make sure he puts himself forward and gets noticed at work.

Interesting Tiger Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Sapphire
Special Flower: Violet
Best Hours: 3-5 am
Season: Winter
Horoscope Colors: Green, Blue, Yellow

The Rabbit

Cuddly, warm and affectionate are the attributes of the Rabbit. Mysterious and a great party-giver and host, the Rabbit enjoys being the centre of attention once in a while. The Rabbit is occasionally over cautious and can be a bit boring. He is also one of the luckiest signs in the Chinese Astrology chart.

Forecast for 2010 The focus will be on the Rabbit’s career and job prospects during the Year of the Tiger, with unexpected promotions and recognition very likely. Travel is also highlighted, with short breaks and spontaneous, fun trips featuring during the late Spring and early Summer. Healthwise, the Rabbit could find the speed of the Tiger year exhausting and it’s important he balance work with rest and relaxation. Promotion at work or in the Rabbit’s career will be sure to feature and they need to act quickly – no hanging back to see what happens! Some Rabbits will be dissatisfied with their current living arrangements and the perfect new home may appear most unexpectedly – they must act quickly and not miss out! Friendships will play a big role during 2010 with possibly one or two friends needing extra care and help. May and October to January will bring special and fun social gatherings. February and March will be significant and fortunate for those looking to change jobs while July and August will be most auspicious for single Rabbits looking for love – an unexpected liaison could result from a work related social event.

Interesting Rabbit Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Pearl
Special Flower: Jonquil
Best Hours: 5-7 am
Season: Spring
Horoscope Colors: Grey, White

The Dragon

Assertive, energetic and talented are all words to describe the Dragon personality. On the other hand, the Dragon has a tendency to be condescending and tactless without realising it. They generally enjoy robust health and tend to be very successful in anything they turn their hand to.

Forecast for 2010 Dragons will find the quick pace of 2010 very much to their liking and they will be keen to spread their wings and look for new possibilities and opportunites. As with the other signs in the Chinese Zodiac, the Dragon must make use of all the openings and opportunities that present themselves during this year. Teamwork will feature strongly and the Dragon will progress further and faster in his career if he bears this in mind. The Dragon’s financial situation will indeed be rosy during 2010 with a possible increase in income as well as a sum of money coming to them during the year. They must be careful to be disciplined about spending and not make too many impulse buys! May to August will be lovely months for socialising with friends and possible romantic encounters. Dragons do need to remember that love needs attention and if it is taken for granted, problems can arise. May, September and November see the most interesting career changes. Dragons need to take time during the year to have a holiday or getaway with loved ones – with such a busy year, they must not neglect those who matter to them the most.

Interesting Dragon Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Amethyst
Special Flower: Sweet Pea
Best Hours: 7-9 am
Season: Spring
Horoscope Colors: Black, Gold

The Snake

Intelligent and highly intuitive are two of the Snake’s many fine qualities. He makes an amusing and romantic friend with a definite flirtatious streak. When challenged or criticised he can be a sore loser. The Snake is very lucky with money and is fond of the odd bet or two. He is quick-witted and enjoys reading, music and occasionally the paranormal side of life.

Forecast for 2010 The Snake likes to make slow and steady progress and the Year of the Tiger will find him swept along with unexpected developments – they need to adapt and keep up the pace. On the career front, the Snake will have quite a bit of competition and needs to stay ahead of the game in order to be in line for any promotions or career advancement opportunities. He needs to seek advice from those who can help and not appear too independent – working with colleagues will pay off handsomely during the year. Money management will be crucial during the Year of the Tiger and with careful planning, they should have little to worry about. Time spent with loved ones, either on a well-earned holiday or at home, will rejuvenate the Snake’s spirit during a busy and intense year. February through April will favor work endeavors and promotion. July through December will offer many opportunies for single Snakes to meet a special romantic partner. Travel looks most likely during March and June through August, with fun and romance well starred. Snakes can be shy and loners, but the Year of the Tiger will ensure they have many happy social events to attend.

Interesting Snake Facts
Zodiac Stone: Opal
Special Flower: Passionflower
Best Hours: 9-11 am
Season: Spring
Horoscope Colors: Brown Gold, Green

The Horse

Fun, charming and attractive sums up the Horse’s traits perfectly. They love parties and crowds and being the centre of attention. They can also be egotistical, hotheaded and impatient. The Horse is a considerate and protective friend and partner and when in his company, there will always be excitement around the next corner.

Forecast for 2010 The Year of the Tiger will be an exciting and lively year for the Horse. On the home and family front, there may be some changes with family members moving in, moving out or relocating to another location altogether. On the social front, the Horse will be in much demand with invitations to parties and gatherings increasing as the year moves on. Health wise, with such a busy year and added pressures, the Horse must ensure that he looks after his diet and gets adequate rest. Otherwise, irritability and heated arguments could arise unnecessarily. Those born under this sign will do exceptionally well career-wise this year. However, they must follow up leads and career openings with vigor in order to take advantage of the fast paced energy of the Tiger year. A word of caution for the Horse – they need to keep a careful eye on their finances as overspending could happen very easily. August through September will bring fantastic opportunities for those looking for love. March through May will be lucky for changing jobs or careers while November and December will bring fun and lively social gatherings.

Interesting Horse Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Golden Topaz
Special Flower: Rose
Best Hours: 11am-1pm
Season: Summer
Horoscope Colors: Orange, White, Yellow

The Goat

Graceful and optimistic, kind and easy going, would describe a Goat personality. They can also be petulant and discontented, likely to throw the towel in at the beginning of a problem. They can be charming without revealing their true feelings. The Goat is very talented and imaginative and can turn his hand to most creative pursuits.

Forecast for 2010 The Goat likes balance and moderation in all areas of life and the Year of the Tiger will ensure that he discovers new aspects and strengths of himself he didn’t know he had! For the artistic and creative Goat, 2010 will bring offers, opportunities and encouragement, leading to new projects and job offers. If they can remain adaptable, open to change and focused, this year could have long lasting positive implications. Study and developing specialist skills is also highlighted for this year. For those wishing to change jobs or find employment, there may be many frustrating moments and it won’t be easy. But then, out of the blue, a job offer or an opportunity will present itself. Be ready! September to November will bring the best chances for work related success. May to September will have outstanding moments for making new, special friends and enjoying the company of loved ones. All Goats need to be aware that the Year of the Tiger is not the time for taking financial risks. If in doubt or worried, they need to be sure to get the advice of a professional.

Interesting Goat Facts
Zodiac Stone: Emerald
Special Flower: Larkspur
Best Hours: 1-3 pm
Season: Summer
Horoscope Colors: Green, Blue

The Monkey

The Monkey is playful, lively, fun and a quick thinker. They get bored very easily and find it hard to settle down to doing any one thing. The Monkey can also be vain and offhand. They are ambitious and usually very good with investing money. With their quick wit and wonderful sense of humour, they are a great party guest. The Monkey’s life will never be dull and predictable!

Forecast for 2010 The Monkey’s energetic nature will resonate well with the energy of 2010 – but he will definitely need to pace himself or he will burn out! Changes on the job front could startle the Monkey near the beginning of the year, but by adapting and staying calm, he should weather any storm. It would be wise to take a well-earned break mid-year as all Monkeys will be feeling the pressure that the Year of the Tiger is putting on them. Family expenses may very well increase this year and the wise Monkey will do a little bit of forward planning and budgeting to ensure a smooth passage through 2010. August to October will shine for romantic encounters and the unattached could possibly find the partner they’ve been searching for. July to November will be the best time to start making moves for anyone who wishes to change their job. All those born under this sign will appreciate the support they receive this year from loved ones and friends. Advice will be well-meaning and helpful; be sure to listen carefully.

Interesting Monkey Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Peridot
Special Flower: Gladiola
Best Hours: 3-5 pm
Season: Summer
Horoscope Colors: White, Violet, Green

The Rooster

The Rooster is always popular, extravagant and creative. They can be brutally honest and generally like being showered with attention. They are wonderfully loyal friends and also give advice freely – whether they are asked for it or not! Family means the world to the Rooster and they are fiercely loyal to those they care about.

Forecast for 2010 The Year of the Tiger will have mixed fortunes for the Rooster, but by staying calm, observant and flexible, the Rooster will glide through 2010 coming out much wiser, stronger and with great success behind him. He will be in much demand for his sage advice and experience and, at work, this will come to the notice of his employer. Many will also decide to go back to college this year or completely change the direction of their career. Travel features quite strongly with the Rooster seeking out adventure, fun and new places to visit. A word of caution: all Roosters must ensure that they don’t overdo things – exhaustion and a depleted immune system will result if proper rest isn’t taken. Home life will bring many joys and will be seen as a cosy sanctuary throughout the year. The Spring months and November and December will be excellent for intimate romantic encounters. March and July to October will be the optimum time for making career decisions or to change jobs.

Interesting Rooster Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Citrine
Special Flower: Aster
Best Hours: 5-7 pm
Season: Autumn
Horoscope Colors: Orange, Green

The Dog

The Dog is wonderfully hard worker, a perfectionist and someone who loves the small details. He is also a bit anti-social, pessimistic and stubborn. They are one of the most honest and loyal signs of the Chinese zodiac and will always go to bat for a worthy cause. The Dog is a fantastic listener and his advice is usually very intuitive.

Forecast for 2010 The Year of the Tiger will be an excellent one for all Dogs with a significant improvement in fortune all year long. They must leave the past behind, for the Ox year was a challenging one, and look forward with optimism and determination. There will still be challenges this year for the Dog, as for all the signs, and it is important that he talk over any potential problems and worries rather than bottling them up. Socially, this is the Dog’s year to shine and many new strong friendships and alliances will be formed. The Year of the Tiger will see increased finances for the Dog with many receiving bonuses or even gifts throughout the year. However, it is important that he takes his time regarding financial matters, checking details and ensuring that he has read all the fine print. May to August will be very significant for single Dogs and all invitations should be carefully considered! September through November will have crucial career opportunities – don’t miss them! Recreational activities and hobbies will also feature strongly, with some able to turn their hobby into their career with great success.

Interesting Dog Facts:
Zodiac Stone: Diamond
Special Flower: Marigold
Best Hours of the day 7-9 pm
Season: Autumn
Horoscope Colors: Silver and Red

The Pig

The Pig is an innocent, sweet and lovable personality. They can also be quite melancholy and over-sensitive. The Pig loves the company of others, and adores parties, gossip and chit chat. They are highly intelligent, but prefer to keep this side of their nature under wraps. The Pig does not care that much for money, but is one of the zodiac signs that is very lucky.

Forecast for 2010 The Pig loves activity and challenges and the Year of the Tiger will certainly provide this. There may be additional financial pressure on the Pig this year, but with prudent spending and consideration, this need not be a problem. The Pig is an open, friendly soul and very trusting, but this year he must be wary. It’s possible that gossip may prove too tempting or that he may listen to false advice, causing upset and trouble. Be guarded and careful this year! The Pig must ensure that he follows up all correspondence or financial dealings – to delay or overlook details will prove costly. Short, fun, unplanned trips will feature throughout the year and will be excellent for off-setting any stresses and pressure the Year of the Tiger may bring. Interest in spirituality and self-development will be to the fore and any opportunity to study and explore these should be taken. November to January will provide excellent opportunites for changing career direction or to find a new job. August to December will prove particularly social, with many fun occasions and opportunities to make new friends.

Interesting Pig Facts
Zodiac Stone: Ruby
Special Flower: Chrysanthemum
Best Hours: 9-11 pm
Season: Autumn
Horoscope Colors: Purple, Red, White
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Forecast for Snake in 2010

The monthly horoscopes for 2010 Chinese Year of the Metal Tiger for those born in the Year of the Snake is important to forecast the up and downs for this Chinese zodiac sign in the 2010 tiger year. The overall 2010 Chinese horoscope predictions for snake indicate a good 2010 year but the luck and feng shui monthly outlook for 2010 tiger forecast for the snake may vary from month to month due to the presence of auspicious and inauspicious stars.

What is the February 2010 tiger year prediction for the snake in tiger year 2010? The 4th February 2010 to 5th March 2010 metal tiger month denotes a month of many actions for the snake. This is the time for snake to work hard and talk less because too much unnecessary chat may lead to plenty of rumors and gossips. As long as you put in the work that is required at the office, the snake’s career star will shine brightly. What are the monthly horoscopes in the 2010 tiger year for the snake? Snakes who are classified as blue-collar workers will have to work harder in this 6th March 2010 to 4th April 2010 period. The astrological readings in the Year of the Tiger 2010 predict that this month of the tiger year will see the snake facing some financial losses. There will also be chances of the snake losing its personal belongings. This month is the month in the tiger year for the snake to be careful with its money and important documents. The 5th April 2010 to 4th May 2010 period denotes the existence of the Sickness Charm Star which will bring negative forces to the health star of the snake. To overcome the bad 2010 feng shui for snake in the metal tiger year 2010, snake is recommended to watch over its diet and have plenty of rest. The 2010 forecast for snake in the period 5th May 2010 to 5th June 2010 shows that snake may face some minor problems at the workplace. Another thing to watch out for is accident that may occur when you are driving. Make sure you stay alert and drive carefully and slowly. Drive according to the determined speed level.

What will the 2010 predictions for the rest of the months in the metal tiger year be? Problems with finances are what the snake should expect during the 6th June 2010 until 6th July 2010. This problem is likely to be caused by the opposite sex and you are advised to be very careful as this fatal attraction in 2010 tiger year will lead to the lost of wealth and money. Do not over trust the opposite sex. A not so good month for the snake in 2010 is in July which starts from the 7th July 2010 to 6th August 2010 whereby everything will not go according to plan as far as the snake is concerned. If you do things with careful thinking and planning, you can escape the worse effects in this tiger year month in 2010. The predictions in this tiger month shows that the consequences will be terrible if the snake act impulsively. The August tiger month in 2010 is the best time for the snakes to carry out their plans or projects which they have been planning all these time. From 7th August 2010 to 7th September 2010, the positive energy seen in this month is good for the snakes to get their plans going or else further delay may lead to total cancellation. When is the best month for snakes to make money in the 2010 tiger year? Well, 8th September 2010 onwards until 7th October 2010 may see some good fortune heading this Chinese zodiac sign’s way. The overall 2010 feng shui forecast in this tiger month 2010 for those born in the Year of the Snake is definitely great as there are some lucky stars from the previous coming to this month. Things will go smoothly as long as you work hard and there is definitely no shortcut to success. Your willingness to sustain this success is dependant on the effort you choose to put in. Snake can also increase their luck by displaying good feng shui products such as lucky bamboo, wind chime, wealth tree, money frog and crystal objects at home for a good feng shui inside the house for the 2010 tiger year.

The monthly horoscopes for the 12-animal signs under the Chinese astrology study is vital to predict the outlook for the whole 2010 metal tiger year. Snake will find plenty of romance from the 8th October 2010 to the 6th November 2010. Your relationship star is going great and this is the best time to look for mates. This metal tiger month is useful for single snake to pursue people whom they find attracted to which will lead to happier times ahead. Married snakes though will find this month somewhat challenging as they may be tempted into having extramarital affairs. One of the problematic months in 2010 for snakes is from the 7th November 2010 to 6th December 2010 because the Chinese astrology readings state that their work outlook will not flow easily. There could be minor misunderstandings with clients and customers. You may also feel that management is not appreciating your work at the office. Home relationship with family members looks to be strained as well in this tiring month for the snake. After an exhausting month in November, your luck looked set to change for the better from the 7th December 2010 to 5th January 2011 as good fortune is surrounding the snake. The sudden increase in wealth may lead you to shop and spend money. Minor difficulties may exist but you can easily solve these problems. Snake will end the 2010 tiger year with another month of good luck. There is wealth to chase after and your cash accumulation will become bigger. The relationship star will be lucky as well. A family trip can also increase good family bonding.
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Saturday, November 28, 2009

I miss the good old days! I wana leave this place.

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

For the first time in my "tornado life". I've heard the best news! Yes i fucking hate working with her. And i recieve an sms from angela this morning. i jump! fucking high! damn happy. Waiting for that day to come. The hatred one is leaving. Come on guys! let's cheer. we should organise a party.

The day has come. worth waiting for. For those that had "died and suffered", the light at the end of the tunnel shines.
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Monday, November 23, 2009

Too much stress @ work. Wonderful cruise trip. Basically there is nothing much to do there. Not swimin coz love is not swimin n he doesnt really like it. Haha. Eat Gamble Eat Sleep Eat Gamble Eat SleeP. Food is ok. Unlimited meals. Breakfast till supper. Each meal have at least 2 or 3 places to eat, you'll never run out of food there. Chocolate buffet during the last night. can get better food in sg. Lost about sgd 200. haha, way much better than e previous time i went gentin (sgd 1.5k). haha. had lots of fun. played slots. Love slot machines. strike a small jackpot. got 1 machine that was paying. Payout was good. won at least a hundred sgd. played 2cents game. played some card games. not so. prefer slots. easy, just press button. The kick! whoa, damn shiok. lost all my winnings on sec day, together with an additional sgd 200. but had lots of fun. watch gi joe, afew live shows. There's topless show as well, but didnt watch coz it is not free and it is not my kind of thing. mine was balcony class room. room is small. but on the highest lvl. had a balcony. normal rooms are not my kind, some dont even have a window. i got the whole balcony! smoke there, enjoy the breeze/wind. shiok. i want a house by the beach. i wana buy a yatch. my uncle use to have 1. when i was young, they use to bring me out to sea, i dun even know where. haha, i still have those photos. uncle sold it away coz he has got no time for his business and family n blah blah blah. so now i cant go on a yatch anymore. i want to have 1 on my own. If only im rich enough. I wana live in sentosa cove. haha, lots of big dreams, unrealistic. but well, say only, say no need money. haha. every1 also can say. hahahahaha.

here some beautiful/unglam cruise photos. Baby i love you.

Off i go with my open secret. i want nobody nobody but him.

time flies when im with him. Him him him and only him. Everyone in the world just disappear. Like para para, haha, everyone has got no color except him.

Yes im still smoking as usual.

LOVE

nice place. food average. after all, still a wonderful dinner.

Getting ready to go off. Sad. I wish i don't have to come back.

Yes, he is the one. help me to carry my bag, im holding my B55 and taking his back view. Whoa. I like....

Grand horses. When im in e lift, i see their ass! wth. but still, nice.

B55 doesnt wana leave as well. He is showing me attitude. He's growing fatter. haha. Fat Kid.

Off we go, back to reality. back to a place where we dont really know each other.

Good Bye Love. When will the next trip be? I wonder.

The bridge that brought us together.

anyway, there might be alot of spelling, grammar, vocab or whatever error on my blog coz i dun bother checking. fuck it.
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Dear friends my Hp is back in function. You can start killing me with your calls and smses. Do add me @ twitter nick: eloiseyikke, dun ask me why, i just feel like it. also, please add me in my new facebook acc, eloise.tan@live.com

i hate the whole world.

i seriouslly hope she leave. i can't wait to see her fail. hopeless.

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

Hello Kitty Lab! So fun. Love brought me there. haha. Muackz!

(trailer not for sg.)

any idea if sg mac is comin out w this or am i too slow that it is already over?

On my way to expo. Super happy that day. Kitty Lab. Love played with me. so nice.
Went w Love and B55. catch up w our friend for drinking session. fun.

Reached! Excited.

Had so much for there. Before leaving, the staff there asked: "so you are ready to leave?" I said, Im staying here forever. haha. laughters. I really hate reality. I'll stay there if i can. if only i can. The game was really easy and fun. suitable for ppl of all ages. motion games, basic. Thanks baby for bringing me there. Love you.

What i've been aiming for. Love got it for me. Kitty Lab Cap. Love it! SGD 48 only.

Dont bother finding out who he is coz i dont intend to make it official yet. Enjoying my scandalous life. Stop guessing coz u'll never get the answer.

No i've got no bf! Yes i have a bf! No, i have lots of bf. No, i'll never give a proper answer. coz im never available. Eloise the heartbreaker. haha.
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please thank us for ur wii. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR YIK KAHFAI
thank mosses, jovy, hayate, karen, hui li, wei quan, jerica, siti, kenny, afie, howard, zan, ck, cindy, serene, kenny, henry, jackie, jia mei, alex and of coz, ME! haha

http://www.facebook.com/eloise.beautifulbutbad.allornothing?v=photos&so=0#/album.php?aid=10376&id=100000047115502

Dearest Kahfai's birthday. And being so nice to everyone here, we decided to celebrate his bday for him. Actually i only wana buy him a shirt or maybe a jeans but his personal bitch suggested a WII. Well, agree by every1, so we all decided to buy him a WII and his fav cheese cake. So nice of us. Mr Kahfai, i know u wun even bother readin my blog but yea, if u ever happen to find out, please be dun ever forget your group of wonderful friends here.

Birthday boy unwrapping his present! We brought him a wii!!! haha. He is damn happy.

All the boys!

All e girls excluding kahfai.

Wa, i look damn aunty!

DEAREST BDAY BOY!

Hayate before drunk and wei quan

Karen, stupid face

Hayate fucking drunk

Mosses who always help me doin all e shitty job.

alex the bitch!

jovy drunk! haha

Kahfai is really nice to everyone here. Even the customers also love him. HAHA. i really enjoy myself @ Tornado. Probably without this group of nice ppl, i wun hav tender. just pass evans advance ytd. was so supprise. haven play it since arcadia jubeat e-amus was down. just play ytd n whoa! i pass it! nxt will be evan extreme!!!! hahahahaha. i can never do it. jubeat players should kw how diff it is.

Thanks every1 in the photos, they all treated me very nicely. Play games with me. Fun working @ Tornado. If 1 day i leave, it is the ppl that i will miss. of coz, not all of them.

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHFAI.

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Follow me on twitter. Haha, i can't find ppl to follow! Boring. More friends needed! hahahaha.
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Friday, November 20, 2009

fuck! my phone is giving me endless problem!!! dun bother callin me, u cant get tru!

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Full detailed requirements for Ambassadors:
A large scaled newly set up integrated gaming and entertainment outlet in Town is looking for candidates to be their Female Ambassadors. Details are as follows:

Requirements:
• Min age of 18-26 years old
• Interaction and mingling with the crowd
• Friendly, bubbly and pleasant disposition
• Must be pro- active
• Interest or knowledge in cyber games such as DOTA, Audition, World of Warcraft etc

Part- Time: Min 1-4 working days a week
5-8 hrs a day (break included)

*Candidates who are currently working or studying can be considered for Part- Time positions and shortlisted candidates can negotiate their schedules accordingly to Ambassadors working days and timings.
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Outfit:
Outfit will be provided. Ambassadors will be required to wear boots or sneakers.

Interested girls do email me your portfolio or any past experiences n events.
Include at least 2 full- length photographs, 1 half body and 1 close up.

Short- listed candidates will be required to come down for casting.

Email: eloise.tan@wahlian.com
Labels: modelling

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Here's some codes for buildabearville.

Get Your Free Stuff now! haha.

-go to town square, build a bear workshop, click on the main bear @ e counter, click enter a web code, and start entering these codes. some might be expired. enjoy!

Virtual Locker: N2FV-PQ7L-79R3
I Heart BABW T-Shirt: HGS5-K832-Z5TC
Megaphone: JBM4-4YV3-5578
Flag: 6238-6897-Q96V
milk bell necklace :milk-rcks-0808
Cheerleading Move: TM45-ZWX9-J732
Hannah Montana stuff:S334-6Q32-6SN5
Snow Boots: NGK4-BABV-2008
Williams-Sonoma Bear Cake Pan: 9867-492Z-F8F8
Wii Emotion Code:87J3-48YH-SPPZ
Dreidel - 65YC-JB8S-3C42
Silver & Gold Wrapped Present - 5J48-25N7-96N6
Snow Globe - WS53-7VJ6-7Y33
Sleigh - 9TWV-9J24-XTDK
Happy Bearthday Snowglobe:MRCC-4FS8-FH6M
Be Beariffic Snowglobe- D822-Z895-KC9W
100% Pawsome Cheerleader snowglobe- QR33-66DY-5XCS
Pawfect Princess snowglobe - QCRH-7S42-S24R
Pawsome Soccer Figurine - 3347-229F-MP3V
Friendship Is A Gift Figurine - 893R-SL9F-3GLC
Time To Paws Figurine - HG3R-4266-6R35
Bear Ballet - Paint Your Own Figurine - F542-3443-9NJL
Beary Sweet Figurine - BYKL-23CW-ZC62
Bearthday Bear-Paint Your Own Figurine:JBQC-R6K7-W46M
Baker's Apron Set: RH7K-4X3W-88MG
Time To Paws Frame - 368F-K6KM-4V53
Happy Bearthday Frame - 79T5-2N9G-9234
Pawfect Princess Frame - 6S87-223B-78H2
Be Beariffic Frame - 983W-9J9R-3H6Q
Sewing Machine - X9CN-QXF2-Y88Y
Playhouse - 23D2-DSCZ-C968
Bearemy Emoticon Code and 1000 BB:7572-KN4N-325K
Huggable Heros Tee: 9T8Y-5868-VPF9
Heart Slippers: J6S7-57S8-V5JR
Flower Hat : 8WBQ-C675-83BF
Orlando Poster : TOUR-BABW-7639
Boston Poster : TOUR-BABW-7539
Tree Tee : 5m7h-n6n8-c7y2
Cambridge Poster : 89VX-8M85-J9H4
London Poster: 75HM-3J48-5H98
Chicago poster : TOUR-BABW-1010
Bloomington Poster: TOUR-BABW-0704
Las Vegas Poster - TOUR-BABW-0293
Niagara Falls Poster - TOUR-BABW-1837
New York City Poster - TOUR-BABW-7270
Baraboo Poster - TOUR-BABW-0045
Myrtle Beach Poster: TOUR-BABW-4549
Bossier City Poster: TOUR-BABW-8564
Nashville Poster: TOUR-BABW-5634
BVO shirt : FREE-GIFT-1TEE
500 bear bills : free-bear-bill
Yo-Yo Emoticon : YOUR-FREE-GIFT
Anaheim poster : TOUR-BABW-4684
Huggable Hero bag : 32vl-88d4-923h
Sun flip flops : 8MWN-6NYW-2FHW
Maraca Flag : FQJ9-6385-8557 500 bear bills : free-bear-bill
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Bored!!!! Playing @ buildabearville.

Jubeat eamusement @ Arcadia is down, sian. Cant play my evans! I wana pass advance!!! Haha. bored!

Got my pay for my last event. shiok. going oversea again in dec, clear leave. haha.

just finish my christmas tree decor @ Tornado Counter. not bad. but counter is still a little plan. can do better. haha. with more money.

i cant wait to go oversea. haha. will upload my last trip's photo very soon. bored.

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

im veryt happy that i found him. Playing w him now, life is so fun. Scandalous.

HE ROCK MY WORLD HE KNOW HE DID!

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Sunday, November 8, 2009

Angela Sue I hate that tomboy OE.14 hours ago · Comment · Like / UnlikeYou, Zacc Teo Jie Han, Kaze Tan, Lynette Tan and 7 others like this.
Leong ChichaoWHO IS OE ?! wa lau say wan sleep bluff ppl cheat ppl's feelings ah
14 hours agoEugene TayOHOH, I KNOW WHO!
14 hours agoAngela SueKNN. she dont dare to confront me. NO BALLS!
14 hours agoEugene TayObviously, he, i mean she, ah, you know la! WHERE GOT BALLS ONE?! lol
13 hours agoJeronme Gohi hate drinking too much at zouk:(
13 hours agoTakuyuki Yuuscarly she likes you. xD
9 hours agoJared Kohshe got a small penis
9 hours agoLaypeng Samantha SohLOL. ask her/him to STFU and FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!
8 hours agoAngela Sueshim la. shingz. So disgusting. The thought of seeing her at work Tmr makes me damn disgusting.
7 hours agoLaypeng Samantha Sohdamn. shingz.
7 hours agoAngela Suejeronme, wrong place to post at la!
7 hours agoLaypeng Samantha Sohhe drunk liao.
7 hours agoAlex Ongso drama. o_O
7 hours agoAngela Sueshim's damn bastard. I totally agree with you alex. I'm Fucking not under shim. She wanna come poke into other people's business
7 hours agoAngela SueOE NOT OM HOR. ACT WHAT FUCKING BIG SHIT. SOMEMORE WITH NO BALLS. Sucker
7 hours agoSoh Tong PaoU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!!!!!!
6 hours agoLaypeng Samantha SohLOL!
6 hours agoBilly Tanchill
6 hours agoAlex Ongaiyah. im storing ammo liao. cocked and ready to fire. just looking for right time to go bang bang. just get ready to watch fireworks.
5 hours agoLaypeng Samantha SohTELL ME WHEN U BANG ALEX! I RUN DOWN FROM 7TH FLOOR!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
5 hours agoShawna Lamwah lao , i just had a week break from work so much happen.I wan updatesss whahaha
5 hours agoAlex Ongthat fucking bitch did it again. fucking blowing up small shit for nothing. next week = showdown talks else byebye. to quote michael jackson. "THIS IS IT!"
2 hours agoAngela SueLOL! alex you damn random! SHAWNA! miss you! faster come back! hope you enjoyed your birthday! HAHAHAHA!
2 hours agoKaze TanAh.. i think we all know who =x
about an hour agoZacc Teo Jie Hanlololol we petition *it* away lor...
(dunno is he/she so *it*)
about an hour agoLaypeng Samantha SohLOL! NICE ONE LAH ZACC!
about an hour agoEloise TanYEAH MAN! JUST HEARD YOU POSTED IT HERE! ROCK ON!!! SHIM ACT ONLY!!! FUCKING HATE HER!
about an hour ago · DeleteZacc Teo Jie Hanhahah the lady had spoken.
about an hour agoLaypeng Samantha SohHAHAHHAHAHA
33 minutes agoZacc Teo Jie HanEloise > you can teach her how to be a real woman.
32 minutes agoEloise Tanhaha, she's neither here none there. can't teach her, too bad quality already. think about it, if someone can make almost everyone working here don't

If someone can be a topic of facebook conversation this long, something must be very wrong!

Please do not come and talk to me, our conversation will only be on work stuff. i really can't stand the way you do things. no PR skill, useless. What's the point of getting the things done your way by sabonging the rest of your staff? you'r suppose to be a leader who take care of them and not bully them.

The difference between a good leader and a trashy leader is someone who cares about his or her people and someone who bully his or her people. But putting people down to prove that you'r better will only make people think that your a loser and show that you have no confident of yourself.

A leader is suppose to lead a staff and not pin pointing on a staff's mistake and never teach him what is the right thing to do. you are not ever around, how are you able to lead your people?

BITCH!
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fucking hate the whole world. leave me alone.

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Saturday, November 7, 2009

BACK!

Lots of fun!

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Going away for a few days. Bye Bye!

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

Bad bad dream!

Had a bad dream 2 days ago. It was so real. I'll never forget. I can never forget. It'll follow me for the rest of my life. I know. Those scars will stay with me for the rest of my life. Your face, your tone, your attitude, your action, your fight. The way you treated me. Im not afraid because it is all over now. Because im doing better. My life is beautiful now. GO AWAY!!!

It all happened. It was so real, i can't breath. I still can feel it. Your strength against me. I can't escape. I bleed. I tried to scream but nothing came out. No one can hear me. No one could help me. It is me against you! One on one! I know i won't make it, if im alive, im lucky. Yes, im very lucky to be alive now. I was helpless. Your kick, your punch, one by one it landed on me, hard and painful. With each punch, my tears roll down. With each Kick, my heart ache. More and more. More pain, more tears. Each single one of them, how you hurt me. I tried to fight back, but you were too strong. I tried to fight you but i can't. I felt it that night. I can't breath. I was choke. I can't run, i can't even push you away. You are just there. There to end my life. There to leave those scars. There to make me feel afraid. There to destroy whatever i have. There to take away every thing. At that very moment, I HATE YOU!

I FUCKING HATE YOU!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!

My eyes, wide open, looking at you, observing how you bully me. Slowly i lost my strength to fight. I can't even call for help. My whole body starts aching. The pain grows. From my skin, deep down to my bones. So strong that i can feel my bone break. It broke. Blood was everywhere. Scars were left behind. I can't even heal myself, i've got no time to do anything. You just keep coming. I have to keep fighting. A fight that i can't win. YOU! who treated me like trash. In your eyes, i might not even be a living thing. I see KILL in your eyes. I never give up fight. I never give up screaming for help. I keep trying. Each time putting in more effort, i want to scream but you choke me. I can't even breath. Nothing came out from me at all. Nothing except tears, except my blood. slowly i start seeing black. Than a whole black screen and im gone.

It was a replay. It was a reminder. When i open my eyes, im safe.

The whole dream was so real. Please leave me alone. To me, It's because i went back to do modelling, that's why it triger my past memory. I should lead my new life now. Im happy. Im lucky to have what i have now.

It'll never be the same again. NEVER.
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